The best memory

The best memory is me and my 3 BROTHER....4 of us , from the foot of mountain of DESA PARK CITY run up to the top of the mountain of DESA PARK CITY ... we celebrate the new year of 2009 and 2010..and this year 2010 , everything was changed...

They have their partner , they found their truth love , and me?? im nothing , im still single ... Lastly we meet up at DESA PARK CITY again , but all with their partner and im lonely....T.T

The last 30 min of 2010, they wait me at the top of the mountain , and im the 1 hu run up alone...because traffic jam and they all wit their partner...while im running up to the top of the mountain , i remember back many thing , i remember that time we run up together , that time we shout .........

Finally i reached and i saw all my BROTHERS with their PARTNER...im the 1 hu single and lonely , when 12.00am 2011 , we watch the fireworks together , but this year everything was change...they hug their PARTNER and watch together, me?? im NOTHING and im the 1 hu stand beside and watch alone....T.T...

They ask me , y u dun have gf?? i answer , i noe u all have GF and i dun have...but i still wan to find the 1 that i reli love so much and take care of her forever..

Lastly , they when back with their PARTNER and left me alone , im the only 1 stand at the top of the hill to feel the FRESH AIR of MALAYSIA..but i feel nothing...and i go back alone...T.T

Bye 2010...Hello 2011

yo , BYE BYE 2010 and say HELLO 2011..XD

2010- this year , alot of thing happen..this year make me feel lonely , because last year 31/12/09 i celebrate new year with my best friends , but 31/12/10 they celebrate with their gf....when i onli can get a girl that i love more than everything ... i feel that im sucks , cuz i cant find a gf..but , single oso quite good , no need FAN so much....

haih all my BROTHERS oso couple adi , except me..im the 1 hu still single..T.T...is that 寂寞寂寞就好? reli so good ??

Nvm , 新的一年，新的开始...hope everything will be fine...im here to wish my FAMILY , kai JIE/MUI , BROTHERS and FRIENDS : Happy new year and all the best in 2011...XD

My 5 wishes in 2011

My 5 wishes in 2011....XD

1-Iphone 4

2-Nike limited edition shoe

3-My family , kai jie/mui , brothers , friends happy always

4-watch Transformers 3 and Fast and the Furious 5

5-hope to meet someone that change my life

Blog ??

Can any1 tell me , is that blog are so important?? Last year , i will think that blog is important

for me , i will blog every week . im getting more and more lazy to blog and tired with it..i duno y.

i saw few of my frens blogs , duno y they can so good in blogging...Few of my frens blog make me

emo , they reli so pro in writing blog . so i asked myself everytimes , since when i started to blog ,

i think when we started our relationship. That time , i love to blog so much , after we break ,

everything was change. Haih , getting more and more lazy to blog...duno y ...

Huh , few of my frens blog with chinese , they are so GENG...haha..i cant blog with chinese ,

although i wan to try , but its hard for me ...i will try to blog with chinese 1 day..XD

Christmas..

OH , Christmas is over...but i think i have a wondeful Chrismas eve and actual day...i still

remember last year , i celebrate chrismas with U...btw , i wana ask , hows ur life ? everything

fine ?? this is wat i wana ask u everytime..but , i think if i ask , sure u wont reply me ...

Erm , i think now is not the time to miss u or wat la..hope to forget u ..erm this year

christmas , i celebrate with a bunch of junior at GENTING..although enjoy the trip , but i still

hope you guys , my brother , my classmate will celebrate with me..but i dun think so , cuz every1

was busy their own thing and lalala....so im here to wish every 1 , happy always...XD

yo im back.....finally im back in a good condition...everything was fine , and i survive for my exam..thank god..XD

hmm , such a long time i didnt blog adi lu , cuz very busy ...last month , sis wedding ...finally she wedding...

to my lovely sis: although u not in the home as last time , no matter wat happen i will still miss and love u ..XD

有谁可以拿一把枪，在我的太阳穴前用力的一枪打下去....让我把这一些东西都给忘了

i love RIVER FLOWS IN YOU...

( 戴上耳机，听着歌曲的旋律，与旋律以外的吵杂声隔离，是一种享受)

Suffering+Tired+Stressful......

最近，心情very DOWN and very tired...为什么？
因为很多事情都令我觉得很烦...我真的很想很想放弃这一切，从头开始过...
其实我也很想放弃我现在读这的这颗，为什么我不要放弃？
因为家人，我很想告诉我的家人其实这颗很不适合我，这不是我想要的....如果我告诉我的家人我不要读了，他们会怎样想？我会让他们很失望，毕竟我是家里唯一的儿子....
我很羡慕我的两个姐姐那么的成功，她们自小都那么聪明，UPSR , PMR , SPM 全部full A's 而我呢？ I am such a “LOH'S FAMILY” FAILURE...
我非常地讨厌那些爱比较的relative，什么东西都可以拿来比一餐...can i ask , 学业有真的那么IMPORTANT吗？Do , Study fix your FUTURE?? i duno..i really dont think STUDY fix our future...
还有，如果那些relative真的要比，okay , fine ...go 比 SPORTS 啦...all of them are SUCKS in SPORTS, cuz they are FAT and LAZY..
for them , i think sports are not important...
recently i heard those my "aunt" say thier son's/daughter's are going out station(UK , US , JAPAN) , my mom told me , "KEVIN please study hard and in future , u will be like them go to other country to work and earn alot of money) what the heck , earn money y must go to other country ?? FUCK !!!!
以前当我每一次拿奖回到家的那个感觉时，都觉得很快乐...but when i tell my family , they will just ignore and told me , 只是拿奖罢了吗，收起来久了就会变废铁...ok , i will just walk away , but they will support me before i go for any competition...
by the way , i still miss my ATHLETIC that time , i miss that time i went for training , i miss that time we went for competition , i miss that time we get the medal , i miss that time we receive our medal at the stage.....
最近我非常没有那种mood去读书和考试了，我也不知道为什么...这真的不是我想要的...i wish to told my family what i want ...what is the consequence after i told them?? they will get angry ? dissappointed ?? sad ?? are they wasting money on me?? .......i duno , im not a predictor and i really make them feel disappointed many times.....
any1 can help me?? i dun think so .........what should i do now ?? ........ i wont go to sleep again , cuz i have sleep so many hour adi........
nowsaday , "LOVE"are not popping out on my mind adi , what i feel that is SINGLE can still be the best...and im fed up with "IT"
will this study make THE END of my future+life?? ( i need 1 answer)

*sorry for my 华语 not good...and i think this is the 1st time i use chinese to blog..

Sleep..........

i've ask quite alot of people that how to relax??
they told me , go to sleep...

okay , i dun think sleep will relax , cuz when u wake up , u will still face the problem ........

This few days , im very tired + exhausted for everything. When i nothing to do , i just sleep.. I can sleep up to 12 to 15 hour per 24 hour..

sleep is apart of my life now.......

exam coming soon...

yes , final exam coming soon and it mean im dieing soon..this few days , rush for those assignment and after that i do revision on my study...

finally , while i doing the note , i reli duno what they mean ( it mean i reli didnt pay attention in da class) this killed me ..am i a failure?? i think so ...

GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Question

1-Do u think u will survive on this sem ?
although i dun have the confident , but i will try my best to do so .

2-Do u feel happy now ?
erm , abit ..but im suffering on my studies now .

3-Which course do u wan to study ?
erm , i love more about pc or editing song .

4-Then why you want study media study ?
because that time i lazy to work in my uncle office , and my dad say if u dun wan work , then go study... then i simpli choose 1 course to study .

5-Do you still love her ?
abit , and i miss her .

6-When u are moody or sad , who will u share to ?
my mui mui tan sueh teng

7-Dont u scare other people say u love tan sueh teng ?
haha , no wor..cuz we are nothing and just bro and sis..XD

8-Then will u fall in love with tan sueh teng ?
obviously no and impossible , cuz she is not the type i want ..XD

9-What is the most crazy thing u do before?
i shout I LOVE YOU to her infront of many people..XD

10-Do you love ur both sister and family ?
of course yes la...stupid question

11-What is the thing u worry about now ?
obviously my study okay...

to be continued ...

14/10/10

yo im back ...XD...this few day feel damn stress , because of wat? sure is my study and assignment lor..haih , because last sem my fucking CGPA not good , then this sem i must catch up..i damn worry about this..i reli dun wan to think other things and no time to think for that.

i always ask myself , will u survive for tis sem ? sure i will say i will survive . im happy the momment that i live in kajang although this is reli not i want . My kajang lecturer , friend , brothers and my mui mui , all treat me so good , i reli hope that i will survive this sem..

yo , today i woke up at 8am...then i go bak to SMKB with zheng yong my best fren , woot when we arrive there we straight away go inside to the hall and watch the majlis of our ex teacher MR LIM...

Ermm...Mr lim was my favourite teacher , and he was once of my atheletic coach , when i saw him , we shake hand and hug( woots that time make me gonna cry )...duno y ..XD.. ..

my MUI MUI..leng lea..XD, hu wan noe her , must let me interview u 1st...XD , if not i will kill u without my permission...XD

Today...XD

OMG today morning i wake up at 2am..cuz i slp at 8pm..XD , after that i go downstairs and watch movie..XD....i try to slp , but cant , duno y..hehe...after that when 5something , i went to bath and 6something i went to KTM station and ready go for my class..XD...WOOTS , today morning the KTM damn fast , duno y..haha around 7.30am i reach kajang and i take TAXI go to MCD to have my breakfast...XD...i quickly ate my breakfast and walk back to my college..XD.....when i arrive my college around 8am , OMG , i realize that no1 was there and i was sitting at the stairs and wait...T.T.........around 8.45am , our lecturer onli arrive and i still waiting outside the class , cuz wait for my MUI MUI lor , i wana give her the present ma..XD....around 8.50am she came , and i give her lor ..XD...and is still wait for my best fren TEDDY..XD..at last he came late and i go in to the class 1st...

Today the lecturer taught us the same thing , damn sienz lor......XD......all of us just POU at FB during she teaching , especially me and TEDDY ...WOOTS ...XD ..

Me and TEDDY wait for the clock change to 12PM...finally , it came , and we can go back..XD ......then i go have my lunch with soonyou , howard and susan ...after tat i went home by KTM..the KTM damn slow lar..When i arrive home , the 1st thing i do is i went to bath and go to NAP..XD..damn tired lar...

Erm the next thing about my mui mui lor , she a , quite blur but cute..XD .....im glad to have her to be my mui mui lo , hehe cuz i can bully her..( no la , i take care of her alotz okay) another thing is , y 0ur DIPLOMA 1A so many problem ?? at 1st is about XXX F us at her BLOG...2nd is y cant our whole class can happy together ?? i dun understand .......but im glad to have my TENG MUI MUI...XD....she was AWSOME......XD , im here to wish her to have a happy life and get a good bf( if her future bf bully her , i will kill him)...XD...

This is apart of my acheivement of my life....XD ( actually i lost alot of my medal adi..XD )

I miss this time....that time me and my 3 member won the 4x100m champion and gold medal

...XD

sup....

Yo wassup guys , im back since im lost in blogger about 1month +...haha..erm , duno y today i have the mood to wrote something at here...mayb i saw my teng mui mui de blog bah..XD

she damn geng lor , start blogger frm 2008 till now..(salute)..XD..act , i almost same wit her la , but i always change account or forget password..haiz old liao..recently damn tired ,dun feel like goin out...lazy lor.. erm when i came bak to kepong , the thing that i will do is just SLEEP ...wat the hell , im sleeping 13++ hour...Oh my gosh...unbelievable ler...erm , 2days ago act i truant my tutorial class and go midvalley alone..XD...i love there alotz , duno y..mayb feel gua...XD....when i arrive there , the 1st thing is i go check the LINKIN PARK A THOUSAND SUNS ALBUM...it worth rm49.90 , erm i think to buy it but i adi download their song...erm , their new album are not same with the previous 1..totally not same...Erm , this sem i feel im getting more and more lazy...OMG , frm the 1st week till now , i didnt even pay any attention in the class , urghhhhh...help !!!! when i wish to take out my note and study , im very sure i will on9 or touch my ipod more then the note...HELP ME !!!!! this sem i change alot , duno y .......no reason....Hmm, about my love ?? haiz i always FAN wit it...duno y lar.. i reli speechless....dun talk abt that lar..next is 1 of my coursemate jack , he is goin to leave us..OMG another 1 gonna leave us.. i keep on thinking , hu is the next will leave after jack , mayb is me?? i keep on fell like im nt suit with this course cuz i not so like it , y i will choose this course ..? haha , because in march that time , im tired wit working in my uncle office , i need freedom , i need rest , i dun wan work ...after tat , my dad said : if u dun wan work , go study..arghhhhhh , fine i simpli search 1 col in the web and i get this col and this course...wat the hell.....act wat i want? i keep on thinking of it everytime ..what i want is more about computer , editing song/video , camera ...this is wat i want , but if now i told my dad , can i stop this course , surely he will KILL me ...so , i got no choice and have to continue suffer with it....Next is Sports ?? in secondary school that time , i feel sports are apart of my life , but when i graduate , i feel lazy to touch them . I love athletic and football alotz ... but most of my coll fren duno that im a athletic...XD , they just noe i love football..XD...erm , y im so short ?? wahaha , my father lor , bring me to gym when im standard 5 , mayb that is apart of the reason gua..XD ..woots , i miss my SIX PAX...but now , im FAT...HATE IT ..everytime when i feel like wana go for gym or football , surely i will get tired and slp again..T.T...My best fren , i miss u guys , we always go to gym at our secondary school together , we always ponteng at there..wahaha...i miss that time we training , workhard for it , competition , that moment we get the medal.....i miss that time alotz...XD

yoyo...

yoyo guys , im back...XD.....hmm tis week was the 1st week for 2nd sem...hmm , the 1st day when i went to college , i tot our course sure had many new juniors joined...but at last it make me disappointed...just 12 of them ..==...erm , lets talk abt the lecturer and subject...erm , tis sem im quite interesting abt all the subject and the lecturers...the lecturers are funny XD....

Tis sem all my classmate changed alotz...haha...last sem they keep quite...and now tis sem , every1 was so excited and very happy...we talk alotz in da class and we make the class feel ENERGETIC.....XD...

The most sad things for me is , 2 of our classmate had leave us and go...1st is BEN , erm this guys looks quite handsome , and he always talk nonsense..haha i like the way he talk ...2nd is HUI JUN , erm , i didnt get shock when she leave , cuz she told me b4 tat she will leave us and go for her further studies...XD .....erm , im here to wish her hope she get wat she want...and lastly , wish BEN and HUI JUN , good luck and all the best in everythings...XD

wat a ..........day

i got nth to say....i just noe tat, im back to my bad habit...i have to BREAKING THE HABIT.....again and again DRINK...y i like the feel of DRUNK?? today , i drive my self to her house around 11:30pm...i think she sleep adi or mayb she went out...but i reli keep on stare-ing at her room....T.T....i still so LOVE her...

intro one of my best fren to u all...

He is 1 of my best fren in 2ndary skul...his name is Leong yen fong , he came frm Raub , Pahang...he is 19 nw....This guy like to joke wit us around when skul time...we together KAP LUI , EAT , STUDY and go to some charity function...hmm , since after spm , we didnt meet each other , cuz he is busying with his thing and i busy with my thing...i wish to meet him when my 1st sem holiday....i m here to wish him good luck , all the best and take care...XD

Kevin's Hitz 10

Welcome to my HITZ 20 ...XD

1-Overboard ( Justin Bieber )

2-天空之城 ( Piano song )

3-Should've Said No ( Taylor Swift )

4-In my head ( Jason Derulo )

5-Never say Never ( Justin Bieber)

6-Do you remember ( Jay sean )

7-Eenie Meenie ( Justin Bieber ft Sean kingston )

8-Because of you ( Kelly clarkson )

9-Lydia (F.I.R)

10-我们的爱 (F.I.R)

weird feeling.........

i got nothing to say abt my feeling tis few days , damn freaking WEIRD ...==...

hmm , as usual i went to her blog again , waiting her to update her blog , but she didnt update...after tat , i go view her INFO , i saw tat , she still love the song RIVER FLOWS IN YOU...OMG , impossible she still love tis song ...and me too , tis song are very very meaningful to me.....

erm , wat am i thinking nw?? my mind fulled of her nw.....im thinking , wat r she doin nw ? , sleep adi ? , she is getting fat or slim ? , still always drink coffee at the midnite ? ............argh , i miss her alotz and alotz...i hope to sms her nw , but it is very very very impossible.

woohoooooooooo ...........

woooohoooooooooo finally the journalism paper was over..haha , every 1 was nervous abt it and busy LAST MIN study it...for me , i was try to read it as much as i can , but it make me headache...and i cant slp nicely for few days adi ...and today i 6am onli slp...when i woke up tat time , extreamly tired man...now wat i hope is just PASS my journalism enuf......

to be continued

14/7/10

today , erm...i wake up at 3.30pm..woots , damn tired after waking up...i wish nt to wake up and sleep forever...XD....but no choice , my maid keep on knock my room door and shout KEVIN BANGUN...CEPAT BANGUN...OMG....then i have to wake up...

after i wake up...sure go to bath and eat lor..after tat , im hiding inside my room to try to study...1st lea , im sitting on the chair and study...after tat , slowly lying on the bed and study...the most funny things is i fall as sleep and when i wake up tat time , my mind still thinking that thing that i study..woots...==''

after i finish my dinner , my mind told me tat : KEVIN you have to study...yar , my mind keep on told me STUDY STUDY and STUDY...but , im infront of fb every min and holding the notes...i try to study it , but cant .....==''

Around 10pm tat time , hui lee post smth on fb...this post make every new era students MAD...that is 叮当 the taiwan singer , wana come to our college on 2nd of august...after tat , i saw some ppl post on fb , tat they wana go and see her...hmm , although i just noe 1 of her song that is 我爱他 but if gt chance , i will go have a look ....^^ , after tat i chat wit sum1 that same course wit me...i told her , 叮当 wan come o , she say yalor , and she mad wit her..OMG , y need to MAD wit her leh ?? 所谓："神也是人，可是神做到人做不到的东西所以称他为神'''hope u all noe wat i mean la..^^

老毛病来了......

HAIZ...my 老毛病来了...same , although she blocked my everything..but i still noe hw to view her thing....after 4 month din view her thing...this few days , UHHHH...im started to do the same thing again...wat the hell...DRINK again...SAD again...MOODY again...PIANO SONG again...VIEW HER BLOG again...VIEW HER FB again...AGAIN AGAIN and AGAIN...

to be continued

lets intro to u all ..........a leng lui.........

hey guys , lets intro to u all...1 leng lui in my class...her name is TAN SUEH TENG......haha..she is my mui mui....tats all..let tell my feeling to her..erm ...she is BLUR...FUNNY ....PIG EYES....and always KEEP SECRET and HELPFUL too,PRO in PIANO, i must thx to her cuz send me those TOUCHING PIANO SONG . OMG i miss those piano song alotz..cuz half year ago..erm..i think u all noe wat happen lar..she care me alotz..cuz im her gor gor ma..wahaha..hmm very proud to hav tis mui cuz she will listen to my STORY AGAIN and AGAIN..sometimes , i feel im sucks , cuz i seems like disturbing her..UHHHH...hate myself , cuz i duno should find hu and chat...BEST FREN and another MUI ...work and busy all the time..==

so...aiks , dun praise her(TENG) so much...later she .....wahaha

i think is LAST WEEK...ya it is LAST WEEK...1 midnite , i chat wit her in msn..then i said so sienz...lets make some NOISE in fb..she ask HOW??..i said...u wait me a min and go view my fb..
haha..wat i post??? i post : WAT IF SUEH TENG , I TOLD U I LOVE U ,WAT IS UR ANSWER?? woots...after few min...every1 started to talking abt tis and keep on POST in my STATUS...wahaha...every1 was believe...act is a lie and i just playing in fb...cuz nth to do...the comment reach till 65 wehhhhh..hmm i think it is quite less for those hu PRO in fb...but for me , quite many...after tat , my fren and my college fren call or sms me ...: HEY KEVIN U LOVE SUEH TENG a?? i said no la , we were just playing...wahaha..reli damn funny...but hope she dun mind it , cuz i reli just play onli..XP...Lastly , GUYS , IMPOSSIBLE I WILL LOVE SUEH TENG OKAY....SHE IS JUST MY MUI MUI , TATS ALLL...

FOOTBALLLLLLLL

Woots , football time...FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 are back after 4 years ...which team i support?? act i support ENGLAND...but they make me feel disapppointed...after tat support MESSI...they lost again...chill !!!...

COLLEGE FOOTBALL COMPETITIONS-Wow , after almost 1 year din play football adi...OMG , IM SUCKS and OLD nw...all the skills are gone...FLY AWAY...hmm , at 1st...finally i met 1 guy hu noe hw to play football in DMS....haha..tats is SOON YOU...1 of my team mate..hmm this guys , handsome , rich , love footballs...haha...erm , if u wan noe him , find me...after tat we started our game...and i m lazy to talk abt tis adi la..sry oh..so just tell u , lastly we won the CHAMPION...and SPAIN won too...they din make me speechless..cuz they make me earn money and MCD...^^

to be continued

Guys...

hey guys seem so long i dint wrote anything here...well , 1st have to talk bak , hows my SHANGHAI TOUR....huh, its extreamly FUN and ENJOYED....wahaha...MISS THOSE DAYS ...
2nd...exam week, OMG ....hate EXAM lea...人生出来就是要enjoy 的吗...is tis true?? i agree.....but y those FUCKING GOVERNMENT need those EXAM??...wat the...speechless....

to be continued

Haiz...

Haiz , 为什么做人会那么失败?.......我都已经不想去记起那些不快乐的事了，为什么偏偏在这个时候让我去想回呢?.....T.T....

每天都扮的很开心...值得吗？会不会真的能忘了那些不快乐的事吗？

最近，又重复的做回以前的傻事了，还有什么？就是每天的去看她的FB 咯。很多人告诉我，都已经过去了，那你还记起干吗？我真的不知道哦。她 ，真的令我非常的痛苦。有谁可以在次的告诉我，我因该怎样去做？

Today.....

Act today im quite happy in the morning and afternoon.....when evening , i saw hui jun playing piano at the hall so i go find her and stand at there to watch her PERFORMENCE.....OMG , after i hear the few song that she played...I started to think back the SAD things..Impossible im thinking back that THINGS ....wat the hell KEVIN...it is almost half year adi , i ask my self , i reli cant let go her ?? i duno ...i reli duno....when i hear the song that she intro to me....i cant control my mind , and think back of her AGAIN ....T.T....it is quite suffer that i reli cant 100% LET GO HER & FORGET HER...i want to forget her...I WANT I WANT I WANT WANT WANT !!!!!!!!!!!

Hi.....im back

Hi every1 ...how r u ?? im back to my blog again ^^....

im drinking TIGER cuz TIGER year ma...^^

me

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