wat a ..........day

i got nth to say....i just noe tat, im back to my bad habit...i have to BREAKING THE HABIT.....again and again DRINK...y i like the feel of DRUNK?? today , i drive my self to her house around 11:30pm...i think she sleep adi or mayb she went out...but i reli keep on stare-ing at her room....T.T....i still so LOVE her...