Thursday, November 4, 2010
Suffering+Tired+Stressful......
最近，心情very DOWN and very tired...为什么？
因为很多事情都令我觉得很烦...我真的很想很想放弃这一切，从头开始过...
其实我也很想放弃我现在读这的这颗，为什么我不要放弃？
因为家人，我很想告诉我的家人其实这颗很不适合我，这不是我想要的....如果我告诉我的家人我不要读了，他们会怎样想？我会让他们很失望，毕竟我是家里唯一的儿子....
我很羡慕我的两个姐姐那么的成功，她们自小都那么聪明，UPSR , PMR , SPM 全部full A's 而我呢？ I am such a “LOH'S FAMILY” FAILURE...
我非常地讨厌那些爱比较的relative，什么东西都可以拿来比一餐...can i ask , 学业有真的那么IMPORTANT吗？Do , Study fix your FUTURE?? i duno..i really dont think STUDY fix our future...
还有，如果那些relative真的要比，okay , fine ...go 比 SPORTS 啦...all of them are SUCKS in SPORTS, cuz they are FAT and LAZY..
for them , i think sports are not important...
recently i heard those my "aunt" say thier son's/daughter's are going out station(UK , US , JAPAN) , my mom told me , "KEVIN please study hard and in future , u will be like them go to other country to work and earn alot of money) what the heck , earn money y must go to other country ?? FUCK !!!!
以前当我每一次拿奖回到家的那个感觉时，都觉得很快乐...but when i tell my family , they will just ignore and told me , 只是拿奖罢了吗，收起来久了就会变废铁...ok , i will just walk away , but they will support me before i go for any competition...
by the way , i still miss my ATHLETIC that time , i miss that time i went for training , i miss that time we went for competition , i miss that time we get the medal , i miss that time we receive our medal at the stage.....
最近我非常没有那种mood去读书和考试了，我也不知道为什么...这真的不是我想要的...i wish to told my family what i want ...what is the consequence after i told them?? they will get angry ? dissappointed ?? sad ?? are they wasting money on me?? .......i duno , im not a predictor and i really make them feel disappointed many times.....
any1 can help me?? i dun think so .........what should i do now ?? ........ i wont go to sleep again , cuz i have sleep so many hour adi........
nowsaday , "LOVE"are not popping out on my mind adi , what i feel that is SINGLE can still be the best...and im fed up with "IT"
will this study make THE END of my future+life?? ( i need 1 answer)
*sorry for my 华语 not good...and i think this is the 1st time i use chinese to blog..
因为很多事情都令我觉得很烦...我真的很想很想放弃这一切，从头开始过...
其实我也很想放弃我现在读这的这颗，为什么我不要放弃？
因为家人，我很想告诉我的家人其实这颗很不适合我，这不是我想要的....如果我告诉我的家人我不要读了，他们会怎样想？我会让他们很失望，毕竟我是家里唯一的儿子....
我很羡慕我的两个姐姐那么的成功，她们自小都那么聪明，UPSR , PMR , SPM 全部full A's 而我呢？ I am such a “LOH'S FAMILY” FAILURE...
我非常地讨厌那些爱比较的relative，什么东西都可以拿来比一餐...can i ask , 学业有真的那么IMPORTANT吗？Do , Study fix your FUTURE?? i duno..i really dont think STUDY fix our future...
还有，如果那些relative真的要比，okay , fine ...go 比 SPORTS 啦...all of them are SUCKS in SPORTS, cuz they are FAT and LAZY..
for them , i think sports are not important...
recently i heard those my "aunt" say thier son's/daughter's are going out station(UK , US , JAPAN) , my mom told me , "KEVIN please study hard and in future , u will be like them go to other country to work and earn alot of money) what the heck , earn money y must go to other country ?? FUCK !!!!
以前当我每一次拿奖回到家的那个感觉时，都觉得很快乐...but when i tell my family , they will just ignore and told me , 只是拿奖罢了吗，收起来久了就会变废铁...ok , i will just walk away , but they will support me before i go for any competition...
by the way , i still miss my ATHLETIC that time , i miss that time i went for training , i miss that time we went for competition , i miss that time we get the medal , i miss that time we receive our medal at the stage.....
最近我非常没有那种mood去读书和考试了，我也不知道为什么...这真的不是我想要的...i wish to told my family what i want ...what is the consequence after i told them?? they will get angry ? dissappointed ?? sad ?? are they wasting money on me?? .......i duno , im not a predictor and i really make them feel disappointed many times.....
any1 can help me?? i dun think so .........what should i do now ?? ........ i wont go to sleep again , cuz i have sleep so many hour adi........
nowsaday , "LOVE"are not popping out on my mind adi , what i feel that is SINGLE can still be the best...and im fed up with "IT"
will this study make THE END of my future+life?? ( i need 1 answer)
*sorry for my 华语 not good...and i think this is the 1st time i use chinese to blog..
Sleep..........
i've ask quite alot of people that how to relax??
they told me , go to sleep...
okay , i dun think sleep will relax , cuz when u wake up , u will still face the problem ........
This few days , im very tired + exhausted for everything. When i nothing to do , i just sleep.. I can sleep up to 12 to 15 hour per 24 hour..
sleep is apart of my life now.......
they told me , go to sleep...
okay , i dun think sleep will relax , cuz when u wake up , u will still face the problem ........
This few days , im very tired + exhausted for everything. When i nothing to do , i just sleep.. I can sleep up to 12 to 15 hour per 24 hour..
sleep is apart of my life now.......
Sunday, October 31, 2010
exam coming soon...
yes , final exam coming soon and it mean im dieing soon..this few days , rush for those assignment and after that i do revision on my study...
finally , while i doing the note , i reli duno what they mean ( it mean i reli didnt pay attention in da class) this killed me ..am i a failure?? i think so ...
GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally , while i doing the note , i reli duno what they mean ( it mean i reli didnt pay attention in da class) this killed me ..am i a failure?? i think so ...
GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
The Question
1-Do u think u will survive on this sem ?
although i dun have the confident , but i will try my best to do so .
2-Do u feel happy now ?
erm , abit ..but im suffering on my studies now .
3-Which course do u wan to study ?
erm , i love more about pc or editing song .
4-Then why you want study media study ?
because that time i lazy to work in my uncle office , and my dad say if u dun wan work , then go study... then i simpli choose 1 course to study .
5-Do you still love her ?
abit , and i miss her .
6-When u are moody or sad , who will u share to ?
my mui mui tan sueh teng
7-Dont u scare other people say u love tan sueh teng ?
haha , no wor..cuz we are nothing and just bro and sis..XD
8-Then will u fall in love with tan sueh teng ?
obviously no and impossible , cuz she is not the type i want ..XD
9-What is the most crazy thing u do before?
i shout I LOVE YOU to her infront of many people..XD
10-Do you love ur both sister and family ?
of course yes la...stupid question
11-What is the thing u worry about now ?
obviously my study okay...
to be continued ...
although i dun have the confident , but i will try my best to do so .
2-Do u feel happy now ?
erm , abit ..but im suffering on my studies now .
3-Which course do u wan to study ?
erm , i love more about pc or editing song .
4-Then why you want study media study ?
because that time i lazy to work in my uncle office , and my dad say if u dun wan work , then go study... then i simpli choose 1 course to study .
5-Do you still love her ?
abit , and i miss her .
6-When u are moody or sad , who will u share to ?
my mui mui tan sueh teng
7-Dont u scare other people say u love tan sueh teng ?
haha , no wor..cuz we are nothing and just bro and sis..XD
8-Then will u fall in love with tan sueh teng ?
obviously no and impossible , cuz she is not the type i want ..XD
9-What is the most crazy thing u do before?
i shout I LOVE YOU to her infront of many people..XD
10-Do you love ur both sister and family ?
of course yes la...stupid question
11-What is the thing u worry about now ?
obviously my study okay...
to be continued ...
14/10/10
yo im back ...XD...this few day feel damn stress , because of wat? sure is my study and assignment lor..haih , because last sem my fucking CGPA not good , then this sem i must catch up..i damn worry about this..i reli dun wan to think other things and no time to think for that.
i always ask myself , will u survive for tis sem ? sure i will say i will survive . im happy the momment that i live in kajang although this is reli not i want . My kajang lecturer , friend , brothers and my mui mui , all treat me so good , i reli hope that i will survive this sem..
i always ask myself , will u survive for tis sem ? sure i will say i will survive . im happy the momment that i live in kajang although this is reli not i want . My kajang lecturer , friend , brothers and my mui mui , all treat me so good , i reli hope that i will survive this sem..
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